and then it hits me....

So after ditching the whole social networking thing... I have finally had some moments to clear my head and come to the conclusion of a few things...
I sure hope your ready to read this.. I am not PERFECT.. I thought I was going to discover that I am this amazing mom, awesome friend, kick ass witty bitch, a woman with a purpose... and lately all  I feel is ummm unperfect.
I know it's too much to ask, no one is after all perfect.. but somehow being a part of the social network scene, made me feel important.. but then i realize it was just my narcasitic side... which is ugly.
I found it to be the secret key to the inside of  the real "where are they now?"
Learning that not everyone turned out to be this and that.. and even my expectations to reunite with old dear friends just falled short of not gonna happen.
It also dawned on me that not everyone really gives a ratt ass about what I think or feel about hair feathers, music, what i do with my kiddos...
and those who do, know my phone number..
and call me ( some more than others) but none the less they haven't forgotten how to use the phone.
What erks me, is this...
why does every flippin piece of media revolve around Facebook?
Find us on facebook...
do this on facebook, to that.. sell your soul to the monster that is Facebook.
Truth be told, I Have seen facebook destroy so many relationships, have it become a bridge and tool for others to use to seek and destroy, spy and lie.... create fantasies and all the above..
for me, I just discovered that one distraction I didn't need was a alternate to reality... one which has always let me down..
so kiss my ass facebook.. and
have a nice life, without a inside scoop of what is going on in mine....